It is proven that I can manage better without dealing with others.
Within one day I meet BJ and RR, I already eat junk, smoke cigarettes, and sleep late.
I am also cutting away from the rest [of the rest] including Munek and Amoi.
If I am to be an Athlete Warrior who strives to run the 21 km Hill, all effort is towards that.
I should not be bothered to carry the remnants of my 21 years burden as a Clockwork Orange with me.
I want to roam as I please.
I want to pursue my own passion. Minding my own business.
This Covid 19 is a good excuse to be in isolation. I have my own set of values and my own priorities.
Look at Lizzie. Sh[a] (She) can manage on her own. Now, that is independence.
Here I am, wanting autonomy and yet I have to tow the bandwagon.
Just ripcord.
I should focus on my own Personal Flight Path. That session with BJ and RR just now is a stressful situation for me. I feel my neck tensed especially after talking to RR.
All I care about is pursuing my own path.
The furthest I am willing to go is B.L.E.S.S.
Beyond that are clouds in the coffee.
I got everything. I don't need anybody else. I got the blog, I got TraXX and 24/7 Continuous, I got CCC, and I got my 5 km Radius.
I don't need the extras to pursue my Vision Quest. I am self-sustaining.
OK, I better sleep. Tomorrow is a [a] new beginning for me.
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