In my case, I have to consider both sides.
It boils down to whether you believe or don't believe in God, the afterlife, and the Judgment of heaven.
This is a tough call for me. On my own, at this stage, I would say I am undecided. As I always said, it is An Apple and No Apple situation. The sword cuts both ways.
It makes no difference either. I am preparing for No Apple although An Apple is desirable.
I guess the best thing for me to say is I don't have a preset expectation.
In both cases, I am preparing for the worst, Shinu Kikai O Motomo. One thing for sure is we going to die. Therefore in preparation for my death, I am living my life to the fullest.
As I always remind myself; everything counts but nothing matters.
What I can control I do my best;
What I can't control I have to let go;
What I can control is my effort
What I cannot control is the result.
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