Hi folks,
28/5/21
I can feel the wall closing in on me.
This role I am carrying as the Clockwork Orange is defining who I am. I don't like it. It is too restrictive.
I am more than this. I am not a drop in an ocean but an ocean in a drop.
I have to break away from the mold that is confining me. I should be formless. I should be like water. Water takes the shape of the container it is in.
Am I experiencing myopia?
Every morning when I wake up, I should be creating a masterpiece. At least I should be able to follow the STANDARDS I SET FOR THE DAY.
For example, I had set to eat OMAD for the day. I must make sure I commit to follow through with that intention.
Intention is nothing, action is everything.
I still have to fight the feeling of void. The dark cloud that is looming above my head. It creates [] (fear), uncertainty, and doubt.
The empowering question I should ask is, "What should I do if I am guaranteed success?"
Today, at this very moment. what should I do differently?
Or perhaps what should I do CONSISTENTLY to stay on track?
At the very least I should do what I say and say what I do. I should be CONGRUENT with my thought, feeling, and action.
What did I do right recently?
I think the best thing I did was I deleted those names that are irrelevant on my handphone.
Then I think the next best thing I did was I realigned back to 24/7 Continuous.
I need to minimize FUD.
Since these next 4 years are the cocooning stage, I should carefully consider the quality of the input that goes inside of my mind.
In which case, I am a reluctant leader. I am never the person who sees himself as leading the exodus.
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