My darling sweetheart,
As usual, on weekends I normally rant with Sarah regarding my plans ahead. Today is no different. I rope you in because I want you to be a part of the inner circle; basically us three.
That way, you know the direction that we are heading and you more or less can have a reasonable expectation of what the future holds.
Love you always.
Sine Cera,
8/5/21
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I live a *li[v]e (life) of no regret. Whatever happens, is for a good reason.
* Thanks for believing in me, Sarah.
Let's put it this way, I had reached the Summit with all these shortcomings. I should be grateful. In front of my very eyes IS THE SUMMIT!
From this:
That is a 5 years journey...
Who would have thought that the Summit comprised of the Giants Troika; me, me, me, and me?
I always thought that it is the Counsel of All Ayahs. What a surprise. I am the Giants Troika.
What is my mission?
To delight my Universe Within by completing the 21 km Hill Run.
Now that I know that is my Ace, I'm going to whack the ace as much as possible. Ideally, I should be aiming for one 21 km Hill Run every quarter but if I can do it at any number (even if it's only once), I fulfill my lifelong ambition to take my Universe Within to Xanadu.
I will go through hell to reach heaven.
That is the Definiteness of Purpose for me. That is my Personal Power.
If I can do it, then I will DEFINITELY mubahallah. That means I will make the transition from Din Kenit 227 to the Jolly Green Giant up until Miyamoto Musashi within this lifetime. Of course, my intention is maximum utility. When that happens, I am at my maximum potential.
If not, I will carry on as Din Kenit 227 for 21 years perhaps doing the 21 km Hill Run once a year. I will do it twice a year in 2024, 2029 and 2034 to mark the respective Personal and Primary milestones of the Flight Path.
With the second option, I am taking a real slow boat sailing towards KABOOM 2041 horizon.
It's a choice between a steep but high amplitude or a lengthy but undulating one.
If I go with the first option, all three phases happen while I am alive. The second option means the three phases stretch throughout three lifetimes.
C' rest la vie... There are always options to consider. However, being Sisyphus and Icarus at the same time, I will always aim for the stars. If I miss the stars I may end up on the moon. However, if I aim for the tree branch, I may end up in the mud!
Not to worry. As I always said, everything counts but nothing matters.
What I can control, I do my best;
What I can't control, I let go;
What I can control is my effort;
What I cannot control is the result.
Goodnight baby. I love you so much.
Note to Els: Graphics are for the purpose of illustration only although they are also the Intipadu (Solid Core) of Sparta 4964 and not merely models.
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